I’ve gotten some calls and emails asking what’s up, so I wanted to make sure I was clear. I have been feeling badly for many months, and each week it gets worse. It started out as difficulty sleeping, exhaustion and aches and pains and each of those symptoms has persisted, though the front running symptom has changed over time. I am now in near constant pain, that gets to extreme levels with any exertion. Lifting my kids into their carseats, bending over, moving at all. I wake up in pain and it gets worse with each activity. I am under a doctors care and am waiting for the results of extensive testing. But it’s despairing to feel so badly so often, and it’s depressing to feel incapable of doing what used to be mundane and overall, it’s difficult to cope with anything else because I feel so consumed with my physical state.